Wednesday 29 June 2022

What Comes Next at Theodora Cleave studio


I am setting myself a challenge....???
I watched the #MojoCrowe talking on 7.30 report on our ABC TV last night and I have of course heard him talk before...he is Ash Barty's life coach ..hard to put that into title after I read his website.
I am not looking for the tennis stardom or any stardom .

I love the map to the way to what we want and who we are at any age...
Let's face it once you tick over 70 + life does have a different scenic route....trying to focus in with the view finder is challenging for me on & off. 
Not wasting it or being taken off course.....
especially after such major disruptions with Covid .... 
some relocating .. 
some awful family things
and a cold damp winter !!!
 
Confronting the questions ....
enjoying the process...
finding a renewed sense of me...
I thought then I look forward to meeting her...it is exciting ..a light came into the soul....
eager to rush in but cautious not to blow this...

Gosh I have missed the blog writing too.... years ago now I would journal each morning on what I was feeling and if things were negative by the time I finished writing a page I had flipped my mindset to feel positive, engaged with the world and have a purpose ....as I did the chores etc ( different purpose LOL )
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Now back to Mojo Crowe 

The first step he says is to ask 
WHO AM I ?????
WHAT DO I WANT ???
HOW DO I GET THERE????
These are hard questions and the hardest 
who am I...
not what I represent in my work ..... but who I am and to love the self unconditionally....

2 sets maybe 3 sets of who am I run like kittens chasing each other.... no sense , pretty much chaos and diversion..... 
from actually coring down to 
WHO I AM .....?????
It will be fun too 
and finding out who I am will be rewarding.....  
It really needs to be and not twiddling my paint brushes and pencils & pens about each day until .... the clock stops !
So .... be seeing you ....

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The Santa decorations on sweet calico premade bags which I also stamped then stitched the decorations on to the bags.....
ready for gift giving....
or laying as a set of 3 on a cabinet. shelf etc as a form of decorating.
 

 

Monday 27 June 2022

Illustration and fabric Painting


This is the cat sitting in  an elaborate cage on a porch with only a sweet bird for company.....
It is a story I drew of the joys of Rupert who was adopted from foster care and his arrival and learning to live as a good cat in a lovely house & garden.....
These are found in Something to Stitch in illustration form offering 4 designs ( copyright) in one pack for $10 aud 

Imagine the set stitched and made into a quilt...
or
buy 2 sets and another is due on web soon and make an delightful stitched quilt....or select one design to applique to a bag.... etc
or try a little fabric painting.....
coloured pencils or watercolour painting with acryllic paints !   

 

Saturday 25 June 2022

Theodora Cleave has a Little Sale


There is a little Button Sale going on over at my website

The sale lasts until 30 th June...2022

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Friday 24 June 2022

Sun shines on this Winter's day

I feel much more energised when the winter sun comes calling in the morning and stays all day.....
We have had so so many cloudy and wet days cold as too.... and i found I would oversleep and be starting to drag myself about....
I also had some personal rot in May that took it's toll to work through....
now.....a sunny day, washing is on, flu jab done yesterday... ta dah..... 
What do embrace today ?

 The above is a collage that I began assembling on a canvas frame....
A few bits of fabric machined together...then I cut out some decorations I had illustrated and painted on 180gsm water colour paper....next I machine across them to hold them steady...
It has a soft look, that has not been captured so well in this photgraph..
I did 2 and want to work on more technique ( without too much effort) as I enjoy that simple free creative play.... 
Good for the soul....
 

Wednesday 22 June 2022

Softens the day

It is amazing how colours can change the way we feel about a day..
Today is one of those low dreary days although now the sun has appeared after days and days of cloudy rainy gloom...things will look better !
I have seasons of painting pastel colours like in the pictures here or 
bright cheery strong pinks & blues & yellows & oranges...
Then I adore the white thing chunky painted look of old buildings and old timber chalk painted...
It all has strong memory banks maybe ?
Then there is Christmas in reds, green, tans , whites.....
I need to photograph a couple of collages I am fiddling with on a canvas frame I am using some scraps of linen type fabric and water coloured paper things i have painted and cut out...
I need to get the sewing machine involved ...but reluctant to try. 





 

Tuesday 21 June 2022

Fabric Painting by Barb Smith of Theodora Cleave



I adore fabric painting ....
It is a wonderful change from painting on wood....especially if you find the right fabrics.
These are done on a medium weave linen which is pleasant to paint a scene on....calico with decent sizing in it is great also. .and a roughr linen cotton mix is good for smaller items as the weave is much rougher and painted edges is also rougher....but rather lovely too. Note I adore linen ! It is my go to fabric.... 
These are illustrations now, I think most are up for purchase for you to try a hand at creating....??? !!!! YES !!!!

Based on a little story of Rupert the cat and his adopted Mum.....
Most cats get up to tricks and if you love a cat it brings so much pleasure back to you.....be it just touching the soft fur, getting some "help" in the garden and the beautiful house and it's garden full of flowers...
That is based on my once home in Canberra , the garden was full of flowers...and Mishka cat & then Millie the cat. Both adopted from RSPCA In Canberra. each a single cat household.
These cats are no longer with me & neither is the house that I sunk my super into ( and just didn't seem to see again ! ) after a nasty bullying in a federal Govt department & I resigned and this is where life led me to painting, markets, quilt shops, books, magazine profiles, one in French only .. actually maybe another in a Secret Gardens quilt I worked with with a French designer, 
Marie _ Claude.


 

Saturday 18 June 2022

I am enjoying ...

 

I am enjoying the blogging again on a regular basis...

I look forward to telling a story or showing my work...

The photograph is about 

ILLUSTRATIONS for Christmas projects.

I illustrate the design but do not provide a dedicated project.

The way I see the world is there are 100s of stocking layouts, quilt constructions, bag patterns , tags etc

So reineventing that wheel seems a bit of unnecessary costs in paper, pricing etc.

The other gain with these designs is you use your skill base to stitch, simple or complicated.... needle turn some parts, applique, make all in felt or mix up.... paint the fabric .....use coloured pencils, paint on water colour paper.... or do all of those with one design..layout. Take a small part of the design for a small project or shrink or enlarge all for your personal use.... I mean yes fine to make for personal gain from markets etc...not the commercialisation without licenced to do so...simple really....

Such a great way.

I have placed one restriction & that is wood cut outs because I still use these in my business....and copyright always remains the illustrators ....but that is not a problem if all intentions are fair and honest ....it also makes a clear boundary for what I create.

I will tell you a side story on copyright after the photo....



A COPYRIGHT STORY

A very good friend of mine I met at a craft event many years ago and who is a lover of cats as I am.... 

Who designed these whimisical stuffed cat patterns after making the finished product at a market we both did monthly before our design lives. Also Angels in her sweet way were made & ever so popular.....

Her design cloth Doll & Cat  pattern business was very successful and she did many magazine projects. 

Also she had a wonderful distributor in UK who did the European circuit.... these were days before the internet was the way to reach international audiences.

Sadly the distributor became insolvent during a money recession where he also sold much larger products but included the cloth cats & doll patterns and made up samples she had done.... all went in the sell off ... 
But her business online was hers and of course continued as the patterns sent were "paid " for....or went under like a sinking ship.....

However copyright of those sold off designs belonged to my friend always !!! The product was a reproduction for personal use to make etc.

Imagine my horror as I saw the first complete pattern with a new pattern cover layouts exactly as in the original pattern but in another language under another "designer's name" Full of copyright protection is usually there also....

Now not once have her designs be reproduced like this but I find them on social media for sale as patterns "created by ?" Not one scrap of acknowledgement well that would be admitting ....no licence fee paid to my friend....nothing.

She has retired from the designing but holds everyone of the patterns and illustrations of how they came to be way back in the early 1990's or earlier..

I am aware that she should be paid for the reproductions and it would be delightful coin in her pocket.

I also write from experience . some same , some taken straight from project in magazine, so when we designers ask for this to be respected...it is not out of some high ego trip ! 
It is that awful feeling of having something so personal has been stolen and the reflected back at you....

Originals I adore & there are styles of countries .... 
UK designers who are able to do a sparse design but it is so something !!!! LOVE THAT LOOK ....their screen printers are the best.....well I love their style.

America comes with a very different feel and was how Australia became into the country  design style in early 90's. Quilts came in first then folk art ! Much was brought back from Defence force wives returning from postings in America & the wives begun to quilt or paint.  

I also love what many of the Scandi designers, often mixed with early history of cross stitch, needleturn 
Oh the French needleturn is the best ! 

Australia has a style of a mix of whimisical... and now the artist who are embracing our Australiana in a most amazing and beautiful way... I own several pieces made into carry bags and I show it off at the supermarkets when I shop !

Sometimes we have watched another country join this design world and can see the influences but also originality, because it comes from how each designer sees their world and what shoes they walked in to get to that self expression.... this is me...it says.

What you see is not always who we are and another is colour as we select different mediums and colours shows often a present time or something about to embrace our way of life. And we move through but with a signature of style...

It is a great world full of many many creative original people. If I tried to match my world with a more successful designer than myself I would be off course and it would soon show....each of us is driven a different way on how we come to a design.

For me, that is something inside needs to speak ...& that arrives from my trusty pencil with paper & pencil sharpener close by. & the pen and later the eraser....off to become a Christmas decoration or button etc....

Now I have returned to illustrations as my body complains if I stitch and who wants to be dizzy and pained for weeks ....so I always wanted to paint on water colour paper ....time during COVID gave me that and now it is all new again.

But my imagination is vivid in I see my illustrations stitched on a stocking, made into a quilt, etc....because I have wandered there or I am taking yet another risk.  I also have a memory of the early designers from America we were introduced to in our country decorating.

Designing is a RISK TAKING business !!!!! 
Putting it out there, believing it is the best, not sure ever it will take, paying for whatever production needs to happen .... sell face to face is different from internet etc etc...all a risk....  but when one copies another's work, their risk is very much diminished ....  there are times when a design is changed by others to become a very commercial product and we often look as if we are the copiest.....even though it could have been illustrated years before... 
Licencing is simple ask is all it is.....& we all appreciate this....   

Wednesday 1 June 2022

I sure need a distraction


 I love what I do....
I am grateful for being able to express myself in this way.
How fortunate am I to allow the paint to move across wood, or watercolour paper or fabric...to fill in my illustrations...that come from within.....

I have been on a discovery journey, not associated with art although art is a soother from sometimes when a harsh world intrudes again and again.
The world of aggression
 from, first my father and then adult brothers.
It was not a journey I needed to be on 
or one I booked to have a front row seat.
I never wanted to observe
 or 
be part 
or the target of this abuse again.

I have learnt much in the this month of May..
I felt like being sucked down into a vortex of scrum.
Without my art work and also the way I look at the world I may never have arrived at finding answers... as if I had not all along
..but research and abuse have been topics to set many of us on a different level of travelling our worlds where we only ever sought peace, hated violence and really felt for others in abusive situations 
and 
also felt powerless to help others because one had it present there in life ..
Think of being hunted not necessarily daily or monthly but always in their sights.
Like a dog that is rather sweet and lovely and you think you have a nice relationship with this one dog & suddenly it attacks....this is how the abuse presents.
It immediately destroys one's peace and life .....
the threat of violence lingers .....
I grew up with that explosive temper from my father and I moved well away as soon as I could.
I had loved my father but his displays of violence or used his size to intimidate and also his parental rights to discipline and his bellowing...
made my growing up and also for my brothers a bit of a normal situation.
Now it is many many years since i got on a bus out of a country town.....
This time i drove back in...
I dealt with discovering in the most, why my father changed to this ugly man who used alcohol to what came to pass as help him be more angry & aggressive. 
He had suffered in the Darwin bombing by being right there, and muzzled by secrecy laws of the time...so bottled up on what I have learnt was already a tempered man.....
So for me I finally was rid of PTSD free at last
and then I was able to bring in the memories of earlier childhood and family.
Now another page has fallen open 
well 2 pages flicked into one nearly in May....
I need to draw, paint & clean house also today.....